On paper they flow like warm water.

In the middle of nowhere, waiting for something or someone to take me somewhere.

—Depression, lodged deep into my cerebellum.

vinncredible asked: You added to follow me already I'm Vinny 29 an live in Auckland New Zealand... The words I've read are like a sponge I'll absorb it as like the planets orbit above with a new found love... Some of them are really nice. We all need a little hope.

Well thank you, it is so very appreciated. I hope to do something of a greater amount of importance with it all, one day. Until then, I am content with your praise. Thank you, I hope I continue to give you pretty thoughts to muse on and gritty nightmares to shield your eyes from.

dannycollage asked: thanks for liking my piece "It" on SFMOMA tumblr! Followback for a new collage daily :)

I have been for a while now. I love your work, keep taking all the little pieces of nothings’ and somethings’ to make beautiful images for me to look at, please! And all the others who follow you work, of course!

pastelsemen asked: lol im on ambien right now and alcohol i would maybe be your room mate. im from ny though but vali seems amazing to move to i always wanted to visit cali

Ambien is a nice thing, eh?
Now it’s Xanax and some healing herbs. I haven’t been to New York, but I’d love to make it there one day. I’ve lived in SF for 3 years and can say its pretty fucking awesome. If you ever make it out here, I’d love to play chauffeur.

Does a random awesome person want to move with me in late August to San Francisco? I really would like to find a person I can live with, cause I can’t afford that damn city on my own. Uuuuuuggghhhh…hopeless ranting…bleh.
I can tell you that I’m weird.
I’m smart. I’m a heavy reader. Film fanatic. Music enthusiast. I’m a photography and writer, among multiple small handfuls of other things.
I can cook, but I’m shy about it. I’m used to cooking alone, what can I say?
I’m a huge doctor who fan.
I can’t live without my towel and I know never to panic, because the answer is 42. Anyway,
I’m quiet.
I like to have intimate dance parties, but I can’t invite you, it’s like fight club. You’re in or you’re out.
Uummm…I am the funniest person I know. I’m friendly, I just don’t have tons of friends.
Okay, it’s obvious my Ambien is kicking in now.
Do you want to live with me?
We could do everything or nothing together. We could just be to beings, living simultaneously. It could be so super awesome. Like a Holmes and Watson thing. Or the doc and a companion.
Or a Spaced kind of thing, that’d work just as well! I’d even take a Black Books scenario. I wonder if I can arrange to be kidnapped and taken to Britain. Wow, this Ambien is heeeeeavy. I should probably stop this now. Oh yeah, so dude, if you’re interested, message me. I’m seriously being serious. Mainly I’m desperate, but still serious.

Anonymous asked: I think you're amazing, the words I have read seem to call me to keep reading an following you ever more enthralled and excited by how your mind thinks and does. I wonder what your body looks like aswell. Vincrdble is who I partly am

Well thank you, I really appreciate that someone out there receives something from what I do. As far as describing my self…I’m short, brunette, brown eyes, glasses. And I’ve been told I’m cute, pretty, and such. I can’t say, I think it’s an eye of the beholder kind of thing. Once again, thank you and I hope you allow me the courtesy of knowing who you are

I have tried searching the part of you that you’ve revealed, and come up empty. So, maybe you should leave me another one?

Do you believe,
You can weave my sorrow into silk?
Do you think,
You can jade my sadness into sapphire?
If you could,
I would let you.
But a fool is no good,
With a fistful of goods.

You don’t know it yet,
But I’m the girl you’ll meet,
Before your world changes for the better.
You don’t know it yet,
And neither do I,
But we love each other.
For now we exist, sharing only a light pulse.
One of these days,
That pulse will become stronger and the world will make more sense, because we will have waded through it all,only to randomly meet at the same point in time and space.
Will you know what to say?
What to do?

The land my grandfather works and earns on.

Finally, a written release, for all of the World to see. Not that they will all be looking.

I was lying,
When I called you a friend.
I was lying,
And I didn’t even realize it.

Fuck you.

I was never a friend to you.
You made a liar out of me,
Now I believe,
You are really just a little girl.

So Naive.

Well,
little girl,
There is one thing I can say,
Little girls get punished for being bad.
So,
I am not surprised to hear of your Stoney demise.
Life is the toughest parent of all.
Get on your knees little girl,
And take the punishment Karma has decided on.
Get on your knees little girl,
And clean your filthy mess.
Get on your knees little girl,
And bow down to your only friend,
And say hello for me,
To your dear old pal,

Daddy Demise.

Oh little girl,
I’d say I’m sorry for how Daddy Demise treats you,
But I wouldn’t want to lie to you twice.

Also tell the old man,
He’s looking quite nice.
Filth looks good on you both.
Like Daddy,
Like Daughter,
They always say.
Bitch.

My friend looking classy in Austin, Texas.

My friend looking classy in Austin, Texas.

The closest to being dead you can get, without actually dying, is by moving. In the middle of the night, pack your bags and go. Take only what you need and don’t tell anyone.

Could I get a job where I’m just paid for my thoughts?
I have some honestly, solid ideas, and they are all over the map.